That Infernal Noise Ep. 57 - …3 Weeks Later…

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In this episode Neish and I talk about how life keeps lifing, our daughter ended up in the hospital due to her diabetes and we discuss our perception of the events of that week and the subsequent week in which I had a break with reality and spun out on Neish. Now I have gotten to a point where I know there is more work to do and I need to figure out the issue I may have. I guess growth doesn’t take a break.

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That Infernal Noise Ep. 57 - …3 Weeks Later…

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That Infernal Noise Ep. 37 - Living in Spite of Fear 1:15:43

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In this episode, Neish ended up interviewing me and I didn’t realize until we were pretty deep into it. It was her way of getting me to just talk without thinking about it and I just opened up on how I am dealing with everything. I explain the goals I have and what I want all of the grief to lead to and make me a better person and not letting the fear of the inevitable hinder me from living my life and being my most authentic self. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!…

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That Infernal Noise Ep. 36 - Monday Mourning 1:46:45

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That Infernal Noise Ep. 34 - 12 Years Deep 1:32:06

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That Infernal Noise Ep. 33 - The Changing of the Seasons 1:10:56

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In this episode, Neish and I discuss the way things are changing for us, the new experiences we are having with our kids getting older and trying to make their way in the world, the struggles we have had trying to reconcile our childhoods and traumas while still trying to raise our own kids. Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok and Instagram: @thatinfernalnpc Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated!…

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That Infernal Noise Ep. 32 - The Daemon 1:33:17

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That Infernal Noise Ep. 31 - Prelude to the Shitshow 1:29:37

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That Infernal Noise Ep. 30 - Coming Undone 1:34:19

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That Infernal Noise Ep. 27 - Communication is Key 1:15:57

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That Infernal Noise Ep. 26 - The Reboot 1:09:48

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In this episode, what I wanted to be the actual format of the show is finally brought to fruition, my lovely wife Neish and I discuss why we are rebooting and get into a dope conversation that kind of goes all over the place. Join us on the newest chapter in our journey! Follow us on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Intro - STMFU by Breed Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated! #thatinfernalnpc #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthrecovery #mondaymentalhealth #mhnrnetwork…

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That Infernal Noise Ep. 25 - May the 4th be with You 29:14

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In this episode I discuss my obsession with Star Wars and how it relates to my psyche and my mental health. It has become one of my biggest sources of strength and has helped me be more present in my normal life. May the force be with you all! Follow me on facebook, twitter, youtube, tiktok and Instagram @thatinfernalnpc Intro - STMFU by Breed Any thoughts or feedback on it would be very much appreciated! #thatinfernalnpc #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthrecovery #thursdaytherapy #mhnrnetwork…

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That Infernal Noise Ep. 24 - Seats at my Table 34:48

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