Murders To Music: Crime Scene To Music Scene (Streamline Events And Entertainment) podcast

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Tiffany Yu is the CEO & Founder of Diversability, an award-winning social enterprise to elevate disability pride; the Founder of the Awesome Foundation Disability Chapter, a monthly micro-grant that has awarded $92.5k to 93 disability projects in 11 countries; and the author of The Anti-Ableist Manifesto: Smashing Stereotypes, Forging Change, and Building a Disability-Inclusive World. As a person with visible and invisible disabilities stemming from a car crash, Tiffany has built a career on disability solidarity. Now that she has found success, she works to expand a network of people with disabilities and their allies to decrease stigmas around disability and create opportunities for disabled people in America. Episode Chapters 0:00 Intro 1:26 When do we choose to share our disability stories? 4:12 Jay’s disability story 8:35 Visible and invisible disabilities 13:10 What does an ally to the disability community look like? 16:34 NoBodyIsDisposable and 14(c) 21:26 How does Tiffany’s investment banking background shape her advocacy? 27:47 Goodbye and outro For video episodes, watch on www.youtube.com/@therudermanfamilyfoundation Stay in touch: X: @JayRuderman | @RudermanFdn LinkedIn: Jay Ruderman | Ruderman Family Foundation Instagram: All About Change Podcast | Ruderman Family Foundation To learn more about the podcast, visit https://allaboutchangepodcast.com/…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Come on a ride along with a Veteran Homicide Detective as the twists and turns of the job suddenly end his career and nearly his life; discover how something wonderful is born out of the Darkness. Embark on the journey from helping people on their worst days, to bringing life, excitement and smiles on their best days.

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Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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SnapShot: Purpose, Direction, Blessings and the Future of Murders to Music 9:37

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Send us a text The turning point arrived unexpectedly during a therapy session when discussing the growth of this podcast. After years of exposing my deepest wounds, sharing every secret, and crying more times than I can count, I realized I've reached a crossroads in my healing journey – and so has this show. When I began Murders to Music, I believed that God gave me pain for a purpose: to discuss the lessons in life nobody wants to address. Through transparency and vulnerability, we've explored the darkest corners of trauma, PTSD, mental health struggles, and suicidal ideation. I've been in those devastating places – gun in mouth, completely hopeless – but that's not where my story ends. The hundreds of therapy sessions, the EMDR treatments, the toolbox of coping strategies – they've all contributed to my gradual emergence from darkness into light. This revelation doesn't mean abandoning our commitment to difficult conversations. Rather, it's about expanding our perspective to include the hope that follows despair. I think of Steve Redmond from Seattle PD, who poured light into my soul in 2012 when I needed it most, only to lose his own battle with PTSD ten years later. His story reminds me that sharing only the darkness does us all a disservice. Sometimes, finding light is simply about changing your perspective – as a worship leader once told me, "You're not far from God, he's right behind you. All you have to do is turn around." Join me as this podcast evolves to honor both the pain of our struggles and the promise of what comes next. Connect with me at murders2music on Instagram or email – I want you to be part of this conversation as we move forward together. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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"Hey Chaplain": Guardian of the Guardians..The Role, The Myths and The Mission 1:09:27

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Send us a text What happens when faith collides with the trauma of policing? After 25 years as a pastor and a decade as a police chaplain, Jared Altick has witnessed this intersection firsthand, walking alongside officers during their darkest moments while navigating his own spiritual journey. With disarming honesty, Altick reveals the hidden realities of police chaplaincy—how he entered a world where his presence initially made officers uncomfortable, with some apologizing for cursing while others deliberately swore more to test his boundaries. Through persistence and genuine care, he's built trust with officers who've allowed him into their struggles with PTSD, alcoholism, and moral injury. "I had no connection to law enforcement," Altick shares. "I did not think about law enforcement unless they were in my rearview mirror." Now, his dream is to support officers throughout their entire careers, from academy to retirement. The conversation takes a powerful turn when our host shares his own journey with PTSD and suicidal thoughts, revealing how childhood trauma led him to law enforcement and eventually to a breaking point. This vulnerability opens the door to exploring why officers often choose suicide over acknowledging mental health struggles, and how even younger generations who seem more open about anxiety can quickly adopt the "stuff it down" mentality that pervades police culture. Perhaps most compelling is Altick's explanation of "moral injury"—the spiritual wound that occurs when officers realize they can't save everyone. "You thought you were going to rescue, you thought you were going to save the day, and you didn't get to do that," he explains. This disillusionment often leads to a crisis of faith, with many officers questioning God's role in allowing such suffering. Whether you're in law enforcement, another high-stress profession, or simply navigating your own relationship between faith and trauma, this conversation offers wisdom that transcends occupation. Listen now, and then share it with someone who needs this message of hope, understanding, and spiritual resilience. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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SnapShot: Dayuuuummm, You Fine! 4:15

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Send us a text "Damn you fine...you aight." Four simple words that sparked a decade-long inside joke between two police officers and perfectly captures the unexpected moments of levity in law enforcement. Nothing humbles you quite like trying to command a situation while someone completely ignores you for your partner. There I was, nine years into my policing career, undergoing field training with my new department in Portland. Every aspect of my performance was under scrutiny—my decision-making, my people skills, and especially my command presence. The uniform was perfect, posture on point, ready to tackle whatever came our way. Our call led us to a notoriously dangerous apartment complex, the kind that consumed 80% of department resources and required backup for even routine matters. As the trainee, I needed to take control of the interaction with our complainant, an African-American woman with a neighborhood dispute. But my partner—a muscular, older officer with unbuttoned uniform, visible tactical vest, and what kids today would call "riz"—had unwittingly stolen the spotlight. Despite my best efforts to position myself as the lead officer, the woman couldn't stop staring at my partner. Mid-complaint, she paused to exclaim, "Damn you fine," to which he graciously replied, "Thank you." When I jokingly asked, "What about me?" her brutal honesty—"You aight"—delivered the perfect ego check that would echo through department hallways for years to come. Those moments of unexpected humanity and humor form the bonds that help officers survive the daily pressures of the job. We're both retired now, grateful to have made it through our careers, but that brief exchange remains one of my favorite memories from my time behind the badge. Sometimes the most meaningful police stories aren't about the calls we take, but the laughs we share along the way. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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Murders in Moscow: Case Review Inside the Mind of a Homicide Detective 59:21

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Send us a text Detective Aaron offers unique insights into the Moscow, Idaho college murders case by examining evidence, investigation techniques, and the psychology of trauma responses. • Former homicide detective's perspective on the 2022 murders of four University of Idaho students • Investigation followed digital evidence, cell phone records, and crucial DNA from the knife sheath • Discussion on why one roommate didn't immediately call 911 after seeing a mask-wearing intruder • Explanation of trauma responses and how they can affect perceptions during traumatic events • Analysis of how Bryan Kohberger's cell phone going dark during the murder timeframe became key evidence • Detailed breakdown of how investigators used DNA from trash pulls to link the suspect • Examination of how media leaks and unsealed documents complicated the prosecution • Discussion about why prosecutors accepted Kohberger's guilty plea rather than pursuing the death penalty • Insight into why plea deals sometimes represent true justice for victims' families • Explanation of how appeals processes in death penalty cases can traumatize families for decades Submit your case suggestions to murderstomusic@gmail.com or follow on Instagram @murderstomusic to join the conversation. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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SnapShot: They Came Out of the Shadows with Guns and Left with $50,000 7:52

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Send us a text Dawn breaks differently for those working the earliest shifts. For one 50-year-old bottle drop employee, a routine August morning in 2017 transformed into a nightmare when four masked gunmen surrounded her car at 4:45 AM. What followed was a meticulously executed heist that netted $50,000 in less than five minutes. This episode takes you behind the scenes of a real detective investigation, revealing how modern robberies unfold and the challenges law enforcement faces in solving them. The detective walks us through the initial response, the frustrating lack of evidence, and the sophisticated investigative techniques employed—from cell tower data analysis to the cultivation of street informants. The reality? Those "burner phones" you see on crime shows are very real, and so are the relationships between detectives and their confidential sources. Perhaps most fascinating is the psychology at play when the detective finally confronts the crew's leader—an "OG gangster" who willingly confesses to his own role while steadfastly refusing to implicate his accomplices. His apology letter to the traumatized victim offers a rare glimpse into the complex moral code that exists even among criminals. Meanwhile, the other three suspects vanish into the wind, highlighting the detective's sobering observation that "what you know and what you can prove are two different things." The case serves as a stark reminder that real-world crime solving rarely delivers the neat conclusions we see in entertainment. Listen now and gain a new perspective on the realities of criminal investigation, and why you should always watch your back, especially in those vulnerable early morning hours. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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No Man Fights Alone: Mighty Oaks 25:14

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Send us a text My journey began with reluctant recognition during a workers' comp interview, listing traumatic incident after traumatic incident from my career. That moment of clarity was both devastating and liberating: I wasn't weak—I was wounded. But wounds can heal with the right treatment. Through trial and error, I discovered two transformative programs that approached trauma recovery from complementary angles. The First Responder Resiliency program offered scientific understanding of how trauma rewires the brain, teaching practical techniques to rebuild healthy neural pathways. Meanwhile, the Mighty Oaks program provided something equally powerful: brotherhood and faith-based healing among peers who truly understood the unique challenges first responders face. The most powerful revelation came in reframing my understanding of what I was experiencing. Post-traumatic stress doesn't have to be a disorder. It doesn't have to be permanent. When surrounded by "cornermen"—fellow officers and veterans who've walked similar paths—the 3AM demons that whisper "you're alone" lose their power. Through vulnerability with trusted peers and reconnecting with faith, a path forward emerges from the darkness. For those still suffering in silence, know this: no man fights alone. There are programs ready to meet you exactly where you are, without judgment, ready to help you reclaim your life after the badge. If you're a first responder or military veteran struggling with PTS, or know someone who is, visit MightyOaksPrograms.org to learn about their free, scholarship-funded programs designed specifically for our communities. Healing is possible. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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Snapshot: True Heros, Tennis Shoes and Ashes: What Stays After the Flames 10:25

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Send us a text Facing the darkness so others don't have to—this snapshot takes you behind the yellow tape of a case that haunted a veteran detective for years. When two young girls become victims of their father's violent revenge, the responding officers display extraordinary heroism by rushing into a burning car filled with gas cans to attempt a rescue. Their bravery represents the finest moments in law enforcement that rarely make headlines. The detective's raw, unflinching account peels back the protective layers we build around traumatic memories. They describe the visceral details that lingered long after the investigation ended—the smell of burning materials that would trigger flashbacks years later, the children's white tennis shoes peeking from beneath tarps, and the jarring realization that these victims were the same ages as their own children. This powerful narrative challenges us to recognize the psychological burden carried by those who process crime scenes for hours, absorbing sensory details most people never experience. "What people don't understand is the absolute true cost on human beings, on our souls, that it takes to do this job," the detective explains. Through their journey of trauma and healing, we witness both the devastating impact of witnessing evil and the possibility of recovery through therapy and support. Their message resonates beyond law enforcement to anyone carrying invisible wounds: healing is possible, even from our darkest experiences. Have you ever wondered what stays with first responders long after they leave a scene? Share this episode to start important conversations about supporting the mental health of those who protect our communities. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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Snapshot: Stuck in Your Story? Episode 6 and Episode 40 Will Change Your Life! 3:21

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Send us a text Two powerful episodes could transform your approach to trauma and healing: Episode 6 shares my most impactful police call and how moving past it saved my daughter's life, while Episode 40 reveals how to find a therapist who truly understands first responder experiences. • Episode 6 "Parenting Through the Worst Tragedy" details the police call that affected me most profoundly • The episode demonstrates how to overcome invisible barriers when you feel emotionally stuck • Within one week of my breakthrough, I potentially saved my daughter's life • Episode 40 "Code 3 Cover" provides keys to finding a therapist who understands trauma • Especially relevant for law enforcement, medical professionals, and anyone routinely exposed to trauma • Both episodes show how active steps toward healing can prevent remaining permanently frozen by trauma Listen to Episode 6 and Episode 40 of Murders to Music — these two episodes can totally change your life. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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Paralyzed and Perspectives: Money Solved Everything, Until it Couldn't... 31:02

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Send us a text Have you ever considered what makes a problem "real"? This week delivered a powerful lesson about perspective when two life-altering events struck within days of each other. First, my son watched helplessly as his friend crashed on a motocross track, resulting in paralysis from the knees down. A 20-year-old engineering student's entire future changed in a fraction of a second. Then on my 47th birthday, I received my own devastating news—a diagnosis of retinal venous occlusion, requiring monthly injections directly into my eyeball to prevent blindness. The eye damage? A direct result of stress-induced high blood pressure from my law enforcement career. These experiences crystallized a truth I've been learning: if you can throw money at something to fix it, it's not actually a problem—it's an inconvenience. The lawnmower breaking down, bills piling up, everyday frustrations we obsess over? They pale in comparison to life's genuine challenges that no amount of resources can simply undo. What's struck me most is how difficult it remains for me to slow down and accept help. Even after therapy and healing from PTSD, I struggle tremendously with feeling "weak" when needing assistance. My nervous system is finally allowing me to feel emotions again—I cry freely now after years of emotional suppression—yet accepting vulnerability remains my greatest challenge. These parallel crises have reinforced the importance of family and work-life balance above all else. My wife's unwavering support through decades of challenges has been my foundation. Without her faith in me and our relationship, my world would look completely different today. Whether you're facing your own struggles or supporting someone through theirs, remember that showing emotion isn't weakness—it's your nervous system functioning properly. What challenges are you facing that money can't fix? I'd love to hear your thoughts on vulnerability and healing. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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"I Talk to Killers, Rapists and Predators": Interviewing the Unimaginable, How and Why 32:47

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Send us a text What does it take to sit across from a child abuser, a murderer, or a rapist and get them to confess? How do investigators maintain their composure when confronted with the darkest sides of humanity? These questions form the foundation of an illuminating journey into the psychology of criminal interviews. Through captivating real-life cases, we explore the delicate psychological dance that unfolds in interrogation rooms. The secret lies not in intimidation or aggressive tactics but in something surprisingly simple yet profoundly powerful: treating suspects as human beings first. By creating an environment free of judgment, skilled investigators can break down the psychological walls suspects build to protect themselves. The physical setup matters tremendously. Removing the table between interviewer and suspect eliminates both physical and psychological barriers. Sharing food creates intimacy through the ancient human ritual of breaking bread together while providing valuable insights into a suspect's psychological state. These techniques aren't taught in training academies but are refined through years of experience navigating the complex terrain of human psychology. What's most revealing is that despite interviewing hundreds of perpetrators of terrible crimes, truly encountering "pure evil" happens remarkably rarely. Most people who commit heinous acts are individuals who made horrific choices or have psychological issues most of us cannot comprehend. By recognizing their humanity without excusing their actions, investigators create a space where truth can emerge. Whether you're fascinated by criminal psychology, interested in investigative techniques, or simply curious about how confessions are obtained from the most hardened criminals, this exploration offers rare insights into an aspect of law enforcement few ever witness. How do you think you would approach interviewing someone who's committed unthinkable acts? The answer might surprise you. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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SnapShot: "When the Hero Who Saved Me Couldn't Save Himself": Steve Redmond 10:24

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Send us a text Sometimes our greatest teachers leave us with lessons that outlive them. Ten years ago, during the darkest chapter of my life, I sat in a classroom in Seattle as a depression-riddled patrol officer going through the motions. Fighting demons I couldn't name, failing as a husband, father, and officer—I was checking nearly every box on a suicide risk assessment without realizing it. Then a tall, imposing motor cop in a perfect uniform took the stage. Instead of war stories or tactical advice, he shared something infinitely more valuable: his vulnerability. Steve Redmond, a Seattle PD veteran, detailed his battle with PTSD, his family falling apart, and the night his own SWAT teammates negotiated his surrender from a garage where he held himself hostage. As he spoke, I realized with startling clarity—he was describing my life. When he displayed that fateful checklist of warning signs, I mentally checked 18 of 20 boxes. That moment of recognition became my turning point. Years later, I sought to thank the man who unknowingly saved my life, only to discover the cruelest irony. Steve Redmond, who founded Code 4 Northwest, a crisis line for first responders staffed by their peers who understand the unique pressures of the job, died by suicide on December 31, 2022. The man who created lifelines for others ultimately couldn't hold onto his own when the darkness returned. His legacy reminds us that even our heroes fight battles we cannot see, and that vulnerability isn't weakness—it's the ultimate form of courage. If you're struggling, please know that seeking help isn't failure. It's the first brave step toward tomorrow. For those in law enforcement especially: your pain matters, your life matters, and there are people who understand exactly what you're going through. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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When Passion Becomes Pressure: Loving What You Do Without Losing Yourself 40:39

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Send us a text What happens when the thing you love most becomes your entire identity? After experiencing a surge of podcast downloads, I'm reflecting on the fine line between healthy passion and destructive obsession. My journey from law enforcement obsession to meaningful balance wasn't straightforward. When injury took away my ability to serve, I lost not just my career but my entire sense of self. Through therapy and personal growth, I've learned that passion must be tempered with perspective—something that's easier said than done. Recent experiences have reinforced this lesson in unexpected ways. When technical difficulties forced us to strip away the "concert" elements of a high school worship night, what remained was more powerful: clear voices carrying a message that reached 300 students and beyond. Sometimes what we think matters most is actually just noise drowning out the essence. I've watched my son discover newfound passion for firefighting, dedicating himself to difficult studies with an enthusiasm I'd never seen before. When I asked if he was glad his training was almost over, his response was profound: "Are you excited when you're halfway done with a piece of cake?" That's what true passion feels like—something you savor rather than rush through. In my current work as an event producer, I've nearly missed meaningful connections by making snap judgments. What initially seemed like a demanding client turned out to be someone simply following ChatGPT's suggestions on "questions to ask your DJ." Had I let my assumptions guide me, I would have missed forming a relationship with people I now genuinely enjoy working with. Whether you're struggling with finding your passion, keeping it in check, or redefining yourself after loss, remember that balance isn't just healthy—it's necessary for sustainable joy. Share your own experiences or questions at murders2music@gmail.com or find us on Instagram at murders2music. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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SnapShot: Suicide, The 9/11 Mission No One Was Meant to Return From 10:14

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Send us a text Some stories of heroism fade with time, but the account of two F-16 pilots who were prepared to make the ultimate sacrifice on September 11th, 2001, deserves to be remembered forever. When America came under attack, these fighter pilots—one male, one female—were thrust into an unimaginable situation. What began as a routine morning briefing quickly transformed into a desperate scramble to defend Washington DC from potential airborne threats. With no time to properly arm their jets with missiles or ammunition, these pilots made an extraordinary decision: they would use their own aircraft as weapons if necessary. Their plan was as simple as it was devastating—if they identified a hijacked airliner threatening American soil, the male pilot would crash into the front of the aircraft while the female pilot would strike the rear. This suicide mission was accepted without hesitation or reservation, knowing they would sacrifice their own lives and tragically end those aboard any hijacked plane to prevent another catastrophe like the Twin Towers or Pentagon attacks. For the female pilot, this decision carried additional weight. Her father was a commercial airline pilot flying the same routes that day, meaning she might have been forced to bring down her own father's plane. Yet her commitment never wavered—the mission to protect the nation transcended personal connections. Later that day, she would escort Air Force One back to Washington DC, a duty she described as "anticlimactic" compared to her earlier mission. What's most remarkable about these pilots' perspective is how they transformed tragedy into purpose. Rather than dwelling on the devastation of 9/11, they choose to see it as a moment when Americans united as one nation against a common enemy. They remain grateful for having had the opportunity to serve their country during its time of need. Their story reminds us of the extraordinary courage that exists within our military—individuals ready to make split-second decisions that put country above self, no matter the personal cost. Listen to their full account in the CBS extended special with the F-16 pilots who flew on 9/11, and join us in honoring their remarkable bravery and unwavering dedication to protecting America. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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SnapShot: My Life of Organized Crime, The Maytag Mafia 10:28

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Send us a text Ever wonder what happens when teenage impulse meets small-town boredom? Aaron's wild tale of the "Maytag Mafia" perfectly captures that moment when youthful indiscretion transforms into the stuff of local legend. At just sixteen years old, Aaron was already juggling multiple identities in 1990s Alaska: responsible pizza shop manager, dedicated police Explorer spending thousands of hours in uniform, and typical teenager hanging with friends who embodied the baggy-pants counterculture of the era. These worlds spectacularly collided one night at 3 AM when Aaron and his friends spotted a 20-foot inflatable Maytag repairman balloon outside a local appliance store. What followed was the absurd heist of a $4,000 promotional balloon that would make headlines, prompt aerial searches, and eventually find its way back to its rightful owner with a cheeky note signed by "The Maytag Mafia." The story might have ended there—just another ridiculous teenage prank—but life has a funny way of bringing things full circle. Years later, when applying to work at the same police department where he'd been an Explorer, Aaron found himself facing a panel of familiar faces who had one burning question at the end of his interview: "Can you tell us about the Maytag man?" This hilarious and cringe-worthy confession reveals how our past decisions, even the seemingly harmless ones made while young and impaired, can float back into our lives when we least expect them. Have you ever had a youthful mistake follow you into your professional life? Share your story with us and let us know if you've ever been part of your own "Maytag Mafia" moment! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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Our Killer Year: Top Episodes, Why We Do It and a Thanks to You! 28:01

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Send us a text We celebrate one year of the Murders to Music podcast by reflecting on our journey of vulnerability, transparency, and the mission to help others through shared experiences. • 18 guests sharing intimate stories spanning faith, family, serial killers, and mental health • 68 different uploads across 54 episodes in one year • Reaching 36 countries, 377 cities, and 4,800 downloads to date • Top episode: "Faith on the Frontline" featuring Tim Smith and James Doyle discussing Christianity in professional settings • Second most downloaded: "From Lieutenant to Buffoon" with Scott Walden's journey from success to career-ending burnout • Third most popular: "Final Day: From Meth Lab to Meditation" detailing my own PTSD journey • Honorable mention: "Surviving the Unthinkable" with Ashley's story of overcoming familial sexual abuse • Creating space for difficult conversations that help others feel less alone • Using pain for purpose and sharing vulnerability as a path to healing Email your story or guest suggestions to murderstomusic@gmail.com Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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SnapShot: When Nature Calls During a Police Stakeout: A Detective's Embarrassing Media Moment 6:57

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Send us a text Ever wondered what really happens during those long surveillance operations you see in police procedurals? One former detective's candid story pulls back the curtain on the unglamorous realities of law enforcement surveillance work—with hilariously catastrophic results. Set against the backdrop of the 2020 Portland protests and civil unrest, our storyteller shares a deeply personal misadventure that unfolded during a routine surveillance operation in a Honda Odyssey minivan. After seven hours of continuous monitoring without breaks, hydration became a problem—not because of too little fluid, but too much. What follows is a painfully relatable emergency situation involving Gatorade bottles, limited space, and the laws of physics working against our protagonist. Just when it seemed the situation couldn't get worse, duty called in the form of a shooting across town. Arriving at the scene with conspicuously soaked khaki pants, our detective faced a new challenge: news cameras already rolling at the crime scene perimeter. The desperate clipboard maneuver that followed might have worked in theory, but the reality played out differently. The moment was immortalized on the evening news, creating footage that likely still exists somewhere in broadcast archives. This unfiltered glimpse into the human side of police work reminds us that behind every serious investigation are real people dealing with everyday human challenges in extraordinary circumstances. Have you ever had a workplace emergency that followed you into a professional situation? Share your thoughts or similar experiences—we promise they probably can't top this one! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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Surrender: When God Takes the Weight You've Been Carrying 24:26

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Send us a text After years of struggling with anger, anxiety and resentment following his departure from law enforcement, Aaron shares his breakthrough in finding peace, forgiveness, and a new perspective on life. This deeply personal episode explores how releasing control and embracing faith transformed his outlook on past trauma and present possibilities. • Aaron reflects on the one-year anniversary of the podcast and reaching over 60 episodes • Exploring how a small group discussion about miracles triggered deep introspection • The struggle between holding onto control versus trusting in God's plan • Working through resentment toward former colleagues who seemed absent during mental health struggles • The therapeutic journey toward understanding forgiveness and its role in healing • A profound shift in perspective that allowed Aaron to spontaneously help his former colleagues • Finding peace while driving through his old jurisdiction without emotional triggers • Drawing parallels between being rescued while drowning and surrendering to God's plan • The importance of reaching out for help rather than contemplating suicide • Celebrating the feeling that his "windshield is finally bigger than the rearview mirror" If you're struggling with similar challenges, please know you're not alone. There are resources and people who can help. Reach out and remember that healing is possible. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Rewind! May 19, 41st Anniversary, How the Story Unfolded: Six Bodies, Two Helicopters and the Last Call of Trooper Troy Duncan 18:56

8 weeks тому18:56

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Send us a text Jeff Hall recounts the tragic 1984 shooting at Manly Hot Springs that claimed the life of his partner, Trooper Troy Duncan, during a manhunt for mass murderer Michael Silka. This powerful firsthand account reveals how quickly a routine operation can turn deadly and the lasting impact of losing a fellow officer in the line of duty. • Former Marine Captain Troy Duncan joined Alaska State Troopers after meeting Jeff Hall at a gun show • CERT team responded to reports of multiple murders at Manly Hot Springs • Michael Silka murdered six people before attempting to escape upriver • Before the mission, Troy made an eerie comment: "Today is my day" • During the helicopter confrontation, Silka fired a shot that killed Troy Duncan • Jeff and his team took down Silka with multiple shots • The emotional aftermath included Jeff threatening a photographer trying to take pictures of Troy's body Listen to the full story in Episode 32 - "Unleashing the Storm: Alaska State Trooper Jeff Hall's Journey from Jungle Warfare to Manhunts in the Wilderness." www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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SnapShot: Welcome to Hell, Black Monday at the Alaska State Trooper Academy 11:07

8 weeks тому11:07

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Send us a text Step into the punishing world of Alaska's State Trooper Academy, where my transition from eager recruit to hardened law enforcement officer unfolded through 16 weeks of calculated psychological warfare and physical endurance. The journey began deceptively—arriving in Sitka in a pressed suit with a freshly shaved head, greeted cordially by a trooper who quickly faded into the background as drill instructors descended like roosters, chasing us through the airport while we struggled with luggage and confusion. From that moment, every minute was designed to break us down. We endured 4:30 AM wake-ups, physical training that left us gasping, and combat drills where we fought on our knees until someone quit. The instructors maintained pressure through surprise inspections, throwing mattresses out windows while we attended classes, and enforcing military precision down to measuring the exact distance between coat hangers. Training dangers became startlingly real when an instructor's demonstration ended with a police cruiser rolling upside down into the ocean with recruits trapped inside. Despite everyone escaping safely, our attempts at gallows humor were met with stony disapproval—another lesson in the unyielding standards expected of Alaska's finest. The transformation was complete by graduation day. Though I'll never personally embrace the trooper mentality—"I don't have a stick up my ass," as I put it—I gained profound respect for these officers. After working with thousands of cops across multiple states, Alaska State Troopers remain among the most professional, disciplined law enforcement professionals I've ever encountered. This is what it takes to wear the badge in America's last frontier. Could you survive what I endured to become a police officer? www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Hello, My Name is Aaron: The Wreckage, The Rise and the Reason I Still Believe 43:17

9 weeks тому43:17

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Send us a text Aaron reflects on his law enforcement career and journey through PTSD to mental health recovery, sharing how his identity was once completely wrapped up in being the unstoppable detective who solved every case. • Started police work at 13 as an Explorer, handling dead bodies and making arrests before adulthood • Lost his partner John who was killed while working Aaron's shift, leading to 21 years of survivor's guilt • Describes becoming emotionally numb to trauma - seeing victims as "no more meaningful than this pen" • Worked obsessively on homicide cases, once working 150 hours weekly for months during a cartel murder investigation • Experienced career-ending PTSD breakdown after years of untreated trauma • Initially refused therapy due to police culture stigma but eventually found healing through specialized programs • Now uses podcast platform to help others recognize trauma symptoms before reaching breaking point • Law enforcement suicides are increasing in 2025, highlighting urgent need for mental health awareness If you're struggling or know someone who is, remember that your pain has purpose. You're not alone in this journey. Listen to episodes 2, 22, and 39 for more detailed insights into specific aspects of this story. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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SnapShot: Cartel, Corvettes, Ostrich Boots, and the Man Who Wouldn't Go Away 7:04

9 weeks тому7:04

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Send us a text The invisible thread between prosecuting a cartel murder case and becoming their next person of interest runs thinner than most realize. What began as a standard investigation into a drug-related execution quickly evolved into something far more personal and unsettling. Following my prosecution of five cartel members for a brutal murder in Portland, strange occurrences became my new normal. First came the obvious surveillance—vehicles trailing me home, necessitating new security protocols for my family. We changed locks, created emergency plans for our children, and strategically placed firearms throughout our home. But the real psychological warfare began after I left law enforcement on medical leave. A mysterious figure emerged in our small town of 12,000 people—a Mexican man in his mid-sixties, always dressed in black from head to toe, complete with matching ostrich leather boots and belt. Driving a black Corvette, he materialized everywhere my wife and I went. The taphouse on Main Street. The coffee shop on Sunday mornings. Restaurants during dinner. His cover story about commuting an hour from Hillsboro because he "enjoyed the scenery" of our town crumbled under basic questioning. No girlfriend. No property. No friends. Just an inexplicable attraction to wherever we happened to be. The surveillance escalated beyond coincidence when we drove an hour away to Topgolf on a Tuesday morning, only to find him there with associates. For six months, this shadowy figure maintained his presence before vanishing as mysteriously as he had appeared. Local inquiries yielded nothing substantive—just vague recollections of "a nice guy" passing through. This experience fundamentally transformed my relationship with personal security. Even years later, I remain hypervigilant, constantly scanning for threats and unusual patterns. How does one process being watched by potential cartel operatives? How do you explain to family that your past professional life might still endanger them? These are the questions that haunt former investigators who've challenged powerful criminal organizations. Have you ever felt watched? Share your experiences or questions about cartel operations in American communities. Subscribe to hear more firsthand accounts from the frontlines of law enforcement where the boundaries between professional duty and personal safety often blur beyond recognition. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Typical Tuesday: Midnight Robbery...Four Knuckleheads...One Fatal Decision; When Nine Inches Isn't Enough 40:12

10 weeks тому40:12

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Send us a text Four young adults with "not a complete thought that connects inside of their brains" make the fateful decision to rob their marijuana dealer rather than pay for the drugs they want. What follows is a textbook example of poor decisions compounding into tragedy at a local elementary school basketball court. Detective Aaron takes us deep into the methodical police response that unfolded after a single gunshot shattered the summer night. From establishing perimeters and deploying K-9 units to tracking ground disturbance (not scents, as television would have you believe), we witness the systematic approach that led to apprehending all four suspects within minutes of the shooting. The investigation reveals disturbing details—including how one perpetrator returned to the crime scene to retrieve a blood-soaked bag of marijuana because they "still got to get high." The case takes unexpected turns, particularly when cell phone triangulation and video evidence prove that one suspect couldn't have been at the scene as he claimed. In a demonstration of ethical policing, the detective gets this person's charges dismissed—only to later face a lawsuit from this same individual claiming false imprisonment. Perhaps most disheartening are the relatively light sentences handed down: 20 years for the shooter, 15 for an accomplice, and mere probation for the female who provided the murder weapon. Like the parable of the scorpion and the frog that concludes the episode, some people's nature never changes—even when you've gone out of your way to help them. Subscribe to hear more firsthand accounts of the complex reality of detective work, where doing the right thing doesn't always protect you from those determined to work the system. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Infiltrating: ATF Agent Jay Dobyns: The Undercover Hells Angel 1:48:53

11 weeks тому1:48:53

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Send us a text When Jay Dobbins joined ATF in 1987, he never imagined his career would begin with a bullet through his chest just four days later. But that harrowing introduction to law enforcement was just the beginning of an extraordinary journey that would eventually lead him into the heart of America's most notorious motorcycle gang. After transitioning from college football aspirations to federal law enforcement, Dobbins found his calling in undercover work. With unflinching willingness to face danger, he describes himself not as particularly talented but relentlessly committed: "My biggest superpower both as an athlete and as a lawman was willingness." This quality would serve him well when, after 15 years of undercover experience, he was tasked with infiltrating the Hell's Angels in Arizona. The two-year deep cover operation required extraordinary measures. Dobbins and his team initially joined another motorcycle gang to establish credibility, then implemented innovative "street theater" techniques – staged crime scenarios convincing enough to fool hardened criminals. From orchestrating elaborate drug and weapons deals to fabricating murder evidence complete with blood and photographs, Dobbins lived constantly on the edge of discovery, knowing the Hell's Angels had a history of killing members they suspected of betrayal. Yet the most shocking betrayal didn't come from the criminals he pursued but from within his own agency. After the successful operation ended with dozens of indictments, Dobbins became the target of death threats. When he complained about inadequate protection, certain ATF officials labeled him a whistleblower, withdrew his security protections, and publicly exposed his personal information. Three months later, his home burned to the ground. Throughout this candid conversation, Dobbins reflects on the psychological toll of his career – not just the danger, but the impact on his identity and family. With remarkable vulnerability, he admits to being "entirely selfish" during his career, prioritizing professional obsessions over his wife and children. Today, he credits his faith and his wife – "the hero of my story" – for helping him find forgiveness and purpose beyond the badge. Ready to hear an extraordinary story of courage, betrayal, redemption, and the power of forgiveness? Listen now and discover what happens when one man's dedication to justice collides with the complicated realities of both criminal organizations and the institutions meant to fight them. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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Easter Sunday: The Bad, The Good, The Beautiful...The Au gratin Potatoes 27:37

12 weeks тому27:37

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Send us a text What a difference a year makes. From throwing furniture in rage to peaceful family photos, Aaron's journey between two consecutive Easters reveals a profound transformation that speaks to anyone wrestling with mental health, relationships, or spiritual identity. Aaron pulls back the curtain on his darkest Easter Sunday—a day that began with resentment toward his church community where he once felt at home. Years of perceived slights as a longtime worship drummer had culminated in a toxic blend of entitlement and anger. The worship service that should have brought comfort instead triggered overwhelming rage, causing him to flee the sanctuary in tears. But the worst was yet to come. A simple miscommunication about au gratin potatoes later that day escalated into what Aaron describes as the most devastating argument in his 25-year marriage—complete with thrown objects, pushed furniture, and hours of tearful aftermath. The breaking point came when his 14-year-old daughter found him crying by the fire pit and offered to pray over her father—a humbling reversal that marked the beginning of healing. Fast forward one year, and the contrast couldn't be more striking. Aaron describes waking up excited for church, holding his wife's hand during service, taking family photos, and enjoying games and meals together—all without the anxiety and resentment that had previously consumed him. Through therapy, proper medication, and deliberate spiritual reconnection, he confronted the pride that had blinded him. The podcast itself became part of his healing journey, giving him space to process his experiences while potentially helping others facing similar struggles. This episode isn't just about religious experience or mental health—it's about the universal human journey of recognizing when we're the source of our own suffering. Aaron's vulnerability in sharing how he discovered that looking inward rather than blaming others was the key to his transformation offers a powerful reminder that healing is possible, even from our darkest moments. Have you experienced a similar transformation in your life? Share your story and join the conversation that's helping so many feel less alone in their struggles. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Snapshot: When a Stranger Sees Your Potential Before You Do 12:13

12 weeks тому12:13

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Send us a text Life's turning points often appear in the most unexpected places. For me, it happened on a church staircase in February 2022 when a simple "How's work going?" opened the floodgates to my darkest thoughts. After 21 years as a homicide detective, I was drowning—diagnosed with PTSD I refused to acknowledge, working 150-hour weeks, sleeping only 3-4 hours between nightmares, and seeing no way out of the darkness. What makes this story remarkable isn't just my vulnerability in that moment, but how Chris recognized valuable skills buried beneath my despair. While I saw a broken detective who could only work with "the darkness and depravity of humanity," he saw a relationship builder, a systems manager, and someone who could translate complex information for others. When he suggested commercial plumbing sales, I laughed. But his persistence and willingness to help me rebuild, even offering to wait months until I could leave law enforcement, changed everything. The transition from investigating murders to selling water closet carriers and roof drains might sound strange, but it became my path to healing. This experience taught me that our skills often have applications beyond what we can imagine, and sometimes it takes someone else to see our potential. If you're feeling trapped in your current career or circumstances, remember this: you have transferable skills and talents waiting to be recognized. All it might take is one person willing to see past your current situation to the possibilities that lie beyond. What hidden potential might someone see in you that you've overlooked? www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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"My Therapist Called Me Out and Honestly, She's Not Wrong...." 40:23

13 weeks тому40:23

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Send us a text Aaron invites listeners to join him for a candid, coffee-table conversation about the psychological walls we build that transform from protection into personal prisons. With remarkable vulnerability, he unpacks his increasing anxiety in social situations – from work trips to church groups – and the frustration he feels when surrounded by what he perceives as "surface-level relationships." The turning point comes through his therapist's brutally honest assessment that his "crappy attitude" might be the root problem. This wake-up call forces Aaron to confront how his past experiences – particularly relationships where he felt abandoned or used – have created a pattern of emotional withdrawal before others can disappoint him. Though professionally skilled at connecting deeply with people during his law enforcement career, he realizes he's compartmentalized this gift rather than applying it to everyday relationships. What makes this episode particularly powerful is Aaron's recognition that while past hurts are real, his response to them is a choice. He shares how reframing his perspective from "having to walk in the rain" to "choosing to walk in the rain" transformed a recent work trip from a potential anxiety trigger into a genuinely enjoyable experience. The walls we build to protect ourselves can so easily become the prisons that isolate us from the very connections we crave. Whether you've experienced similar feelings of disconnection or simply appreciate authentic exploration of the human condition, this raw conversation offers valuable perspective on how we approach relationships. As Aaron works toward forgiveness and a new relational mindset, he invites listeners to examine their own patterns and consider what walls might need dismantling in their lives. Reach out with your thoughts at murders2music@gmail.com – be raw, be real, don't hold back. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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Snapshot: What Would You Do If You Knew Time Was Running Out? 6:37

13 weeks тому6:37

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Send us a text What startling truth changes everything about how we parent? The revelation hits like a thunderbolt: by the time your child turns 10, over half their childhood is already behind you. Just eight short years remain until they're legally adults, potentially leaving home and charting their own course. This sobering reality transformed my perspective during a recent family trip to Las Vegas. Getting my 20-year-old EMT son, my 18-year-old who works at Ford, and my 15-year-old daughter together for the Eagles concert felt like a logistical miracle. Gone were the days when family vacations required nothing more than pulling kids from school for a week. As I watched my sons attend the concert together (after giving up my own ticket), I realized something profound – beyond nurturing parent-child bonds, fostering sibling relationships creates connections that will outlast us all. How often do we sacrifice these irreplaceable moments on the altar of productivity, career advancement, or material acquisition? We convince ourselves we'll have more time later while rushing through the present. But life offers no guarantees of tomorrow – whether through illness, accident, or unforeseen circumstances. The minor frustrations that consume our attention – like children not eating vegetables – fade into insignificance against life's true priorities. When you feel prompted to reach out to someone, do it immediately. Practice positivity even with difficult people. These small actions create meaningful ripples that transform not just others' lives but your own. Don't wait to create the connections that truly matter. Your family deserves your presence today, not just your promises of tomorrow. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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Snapshot: I'm Planning to Fail...and You Should Too.... 7:23

13 weeks тому7:23

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Send us a text Ever wondered what happens when technology fails a DJ mid-performance? Dive into this eye-opening episode where I share the heart-pounding moments when my equipment failed at crucial times—and how proper preparation saved the day. First, picture this: You're DJing a wedding in a beautiful Hood River resort. The dance party is just beginning, with two hours of celebration ahead, when suddenly half your controller dies. What would you do? I'll walk you through my real-time problem-solving process that allowed me to deliver a seamless experience by creatively using Spotify and volume knobs as makeshift crossfaders. This wedding crisis—where I successfully DJ'd for two full hours with broken equipment—demonstrates why hiring professionals who can think on their feet matters. Then we travel to a high-profile Nike corporate event resembling a private TEDx talk. One hour before showtime, my digital audio system completely fails. Rather than panic, I immediately deployed my backup analog mixer, saving the event without the client ever knowing there was a problem. These stories highlight my core philosophy: redundancy isn't optional—it's essential. Just as I never carried one gun or one set of handcuffs in my previous career, I never arrive at an event without backup systems and contingency plans. Technology will fail. It happens to everyone—even trillion-dollar companies that make your smartphone. The difference between amateurs and professionals isn't whether problems occur, but how they're handled when they do. Have you prepared your own redundancies for life's crucial moments? Share your thoughts or questions about professional event production in the comments below! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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A Black and White Killing, The Case That Shook America; How I got the Confession Thrown Out of Court 36:30

14 weeks тому36:30

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Send us a text The murder of Larnell Bruce by white supremacist Russell Courtier in August 2016 became a landmark hate crime conviction in Oregon, generating international media attention and a BBC documentary. • A routine night outside a 7-Eleven escalated when white supremacist gang leader Russell Courtier lost a fistfight to 19-year-old Larnell Bruce • Courtier, motivated by racial hatred and egged on by his girlfriend saying "Run him over, baby," pursued Bruce in his Jeep • Surveillance video captured Courtier deliberately hitting Bruce at 50-56 mph, resulting in fatal injuries • The case marked Oregon's first successful prosecution of murder combined with racial intimidation charges • Despite a confession being thrown out due to Miranda rights issues, overwhelming evidence led to Courtier's conviction • The BBC produced a documentary exploring not only the murder but Oregon's troubling history of racism • The detective shares personal reflections on showing compassion when Larnell's father experienced explosive grief • Courtier received a life sentence with minimum 28 years; his girlfriend received 10 years for manslaughter Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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Snapshot: Finding Jennifer White; Should Children Search for the Dead? 5:30

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Send us a text Some memories never leave you, no matter how many years pass. The image of a human leg sticking up from the ground with a white tennis shoe loosely tied at the end remains vivid in my mind decades after that search and rescue operation in rural Alaska. As a teenage Explorer with the Alaska State Troopers, I never questioned why we were being brought to death scenes and body recovery operations. When a resident reported their dog bringing home a human skull, it seemed perfectly normal that I'd be among the search party combing the hillsides to find the source. The discovery of Jennifer White's remains in that shallow grave marked me in ways I couldn't comprehend at the time - one of several encounters with death that occurred before I'd even finished high school. Looking back now with the perspective of a full law enforcement career behind me, I question the wisdom of exposing young minds to such traumatic scenes. These experiences unquestionably shaped my career and nervous system responses. While I eagerly participated at the time, thinking it was "cool," I now recognize the potential psychological harm of normalizing death and trauma during formative years. This isn't about being soft - it's about protecting developing brains from experiences they're not equipped to process. The Explorer programs continue today, with well-intentioned officers bringing teenagers into "the bowels of hell" under the guise of career preparation. But at what cost? Have you experienced something similar, either as a young Explorer or in another context? I'm curious to hear your thoughts on whether exposing teenagers to death scenes does more harm than good in preparing them for careers in law enforcement. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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Two Years Out; When one door closes, a world of possibilities opens. 35:41

15 weeks тому35:41

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Send us a text Aaron marks the two-year anniversary of leaving his 21-year law enforcement career and reflects on how his identity, purpose, and happiness have transformed in unexpected ways since hanging up his badge. • Facing the identity crisis of no longer being a police officer after dedicating his entire life to law enforcement • Transitioning to corporate life of commercial plumbing with Braley Gray after being a homicide detective • Discovering unexpected opportunities including travel, relationships with industry leaders, and financial stability • Starting Streamline Events and Entertainment, a DJ and live music company that allows Aaron to pursue his passion • Working events with his son and experiencing life's joyful moments instead of only meeting people on their worst days • Building the Murders to Music podcast that now reaches listeners in 30 countries • Finding that losing his police identity opened up a more complete version of himself as a husband, father, and entrepreneur • Reconnecting with family in meaningful ways after shedding the hypervigilance and stress of police work If you're going through an identity crisis or major life transition, remember that what seems like an ending might actually be the beginning of something more fulfilling than you could imagine. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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SnapShot- Highway Waterworks: A Confession of Musical Vulnerability 8:25

16 weeks тому8:25

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Send us a text Have you ever been moved to tears by a song you've heard a thousand times before? That overwhelming physical and emotional response has a name - frisson. In this intimate Murders to Music Snapshot, I share a deeply personal moment when Don Henley's slowed-down, contemplative version of "Boys of Summer" literally brought me to tears while driving. The experience was so powerful I could barely see the road through my tears, forcing me to pull over as the music washed over me. The magic happened during a 2015 Howard Stern interview when Henley revealed the fascinating origin story behind his iconic hit - how the instrumental track was originally created for Tom Petty, who turned it down. When Henley performed this stripped-down version on the show, something transformative happened. A song I'd heard hundreds of times suddenly revealed new emotional depths I'd never accessed before. This five-minute snapshot captures that raw moment, sharing both my experience and the complete performance that triggered such an unexpected response. Whether you're a longtime Eagles fan or simply curious about music's mysterious ability to bypass our rational brains and strike directly at our emotional core, you'll appreciate this exploration of how familiar songs heard through new filters can completely change our experience. Listen now to hear this powerful rendition of "Boys of Summer" and perhaps discover your own moment of musical frisson. Have you ever had a song hit you this way? I'd love to hear your story in the comments. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

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Sleepwalking for 55 Years: How One Man Woke Up 49:06

17 weeks тому49:06

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Send us a text The invisible wounds of childhood often shape our adult lives in ways we never recognize. In this revealing conversation, trauma coach Jim Bernardo shares his journey from successful technology executive to men's group facilitator and trauma recovery specialist, uncovering how our earliest messages create the neural pathways that determine our responses decades later. Drawing from his graduate studies in behavioral psychology and his personal healing journey, Bernardo explains why most men initially claim they experienced no childhood trauma. Research demonstrates how differently we treat children based solely on perceived gender – expecting emotional stoicism from boys while encouraging emotional expression in girls. These seemingly small but repeated experiences literally wire circuits in the brain that persist into adulthood, creating automatic responses we often don't understand. Perhaps most fascinating is Bernardo's perspective on language as the key to healing. "We don't describe our experiences with language. We create them with the language we give to them," he explains, illustrating how trauma recovery involves consciously reshaping our internal narratives about past events. While techniques like EMDR can help access buried emotions, the fundamental healing comes through giving different language to experiences that have controlled us from the shadows. For men specifically, trauma often manifests as "covert depression" – presenting as irritability, physical symptoms, risk-taking behaviors, or disproportionate rage rather than recognizable sadness. Through his book "Echoes of Broken Skies" and his trauma coaching work, Bernardo helps men recognize these patterns and develop the awareness to pause between trigger and response – creating space for healing and preventing relationship damage caused by reactive behaviors. Whether you're struggling with unexplained anger, feeling disconnected from yourself and others, or simply curious about the profound impact of language on our experience of reality, this conversation offers valuable insights into reclaiming your authentic self through conscious awareness and the deliberate reshaping of your personal narrative. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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SnapShot- From Badass to Embarrassment: My K9's First Deployment 10:02

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Send us a text A police K9 officer recounts his humiliating first deployment when his highly-trained German Shepherd named Chevron played fetch with a domestic violence suspect instead of apprehending him as trained. What was meant to be a career-defining moment of tactical excellence turned into a lesson in humility as the officer discovered his dog's preference for games over police work. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Resiliency 1st: Susan Farren, Hear Her Story, Change Your Life 56:55

18 weeks тому56:55

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Send us a text What if we could stop first responder PTSD before it starts? Susan Farren's life-changing revelation came at her darkest moment – facing a terminal cancer diagnosis after 30 years as a paramedic, when a surgeon casually mentioned they "see a lot of this in first responders." That pivotal comment launched her investigation into how trauma physically changes emergency responders, ultimately leading her to sell her home and create First Responder Resiliency, an organization that's now trained over 12,000 people nationwide. The traditional first responder wellness program – what Susan calls "Suck It Up Buttercup" – clearly wasn't working. Despite existing support like CISM debriefings and employee assistance programs, rates of suicide, addiction, divorce, and depression continued rising among those who serve our communities. Susan realized something fundamental was missing: a proactive approach that addresses how trauma physically alters the brain and body before problems emerge. Susan shares her personal journey through addiction, divorce, cancer, and suicidal thoughts with remarkable vulnerability, describing a moment when she found herself "howling like a wounded animal" in her trailer with a handgun, saved only by a random call from her manicurist. This dark night of the soul mirrors what countless first responders experience – trapped in isolation, ashamed to admit they're struggling, caught in what Susan describes as a tornado pulling all life's debris into its vortex. The First Responder Resiliency program combines cutting-edge neuroscience with practical healing modalities like meditation, tactical yoga (taught by a 260-pound former military operator), and recently, healing drum circles led by Def Leppard's Rick Allen. These approaches reset the nervous system, helping participants escape the biochemical addiction to stress hormones that many first responders develop unknowingly. As Susan eloquently puts it: "I would love to get people meditating before we get them medicating." Whether you're a first responder yourself or love someone who is, this conversation offers profound insights into how trauma changes us physically and mentally – and how we can heal before reaching crisis. Susan's revolutionary approach shows that true strength comes not from suppressing emotions but from understanding our nervous systems and learning tools to maintain balance throughout a challenging career. Ready to transform your relationship with stress and trauma? Visit resiliency1st.org to learn about upcoming programs and how you can support this life-saving work. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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SnapShot...Fire Extinguisher Frenzy: Chaos at Joes Deli 6:01

18 weeks тому6:01

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Send us a text Step into the chaotic world of late-night police calls as we revisit a memorable incident from 2011 at Joe's Deli. What begins as a frantic 911 call from a woman trapped in a bathroom during a supposed armed robbery quickly transforms into something entirely unexpected. The scene unfolds like something from an action movie – police vehicles converging from all directions, officers establishing a perimeter around a lottery establishment/deli while peering through windows to assess the situation. Inside, not an armed robber, but a man wildly discharging fire extinguishers, creating clouds of dust as terrified patrons seek shelter. Just as tactical teams prepare their response, the suspect bursts through the front door, charging directly at officers and, in an unexpected twist, climbing into the back of an unmarked police SUV filled with tactical gear. What follows is a tense physical confrontation involving police canine deployment, tasers, and hands-on tactics before the true nature of the call becomes clear. This wasn't an armed robbery at all, but a mental health crisis playing out in dramatic fashion. Beyond the incident itself, we get a fascinating glimpse into police culture when a sergeant later criticizes the narrator's radio communication despite what seemed like effective coordination. Most importantly, this episode highlights why these intense, adrenaline-fueled calls serve as essential counterbalance to the profession's darker aspects. As our narrator reflects, "It was calls like that that absolutely kept us going, kept us engaged, kept us excited." For anyone curious about what sustains police officers through their challenging profession, this ten-minute snapshot provides a compelling and surprisingly uplifting answer. Listen now and gain a new perspective on the unexpected moments that make police work simultaneously unpredictable, challenging, and oddly rewarding. www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Jason and Tina: Surviving the Las Vegas Jason Aldean Mass Shooting...11 Minutes in Hell 59:17

18 weeks тому59:17

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Send us a text In an eye-opening episode, we delve into the harrowing tale of Jason, who experienced the tragic mass shooting at the Route 91 Harvest Festival in Las Vegas. What should have been a night filled with music and joy turned into chaos as gunfire erupted, fundamentally altering the course of his life. Through Jason's eyes, we witness the immediate panic, the act of survival, and the journey toward healing that followed that night. Jason shares his path from that fateful October night and the days that followed, highlighting how trauma manifests differently in individuals and the importance of support systems. Conversations about preparedness and resilience emerge as crucial themes, encouraging listeners to reflect on their own lives and be ready for life’s unpredictability. This episode is not just a recollection of past events; it's a call to action for empathy, mental health awareness, and the power of community. Join us as Jason inspires us all toward a more profound understanding of survival and the ongoing quest for well-being in the aftermath of tragedy. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Double Down Gig Gab; Memories, Sex and Four Guys! 55:06

19 weeks тому55:06

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Send us a text Welcome back to another exhilarating episode of the Murders to Music Podcast! This week, our host Aaron with his guests, the musicians of Double Down, dives deep into the years of playing together, stories from the road and unveiling the therapeutic layers of harmonies that uplift our spirits. Join us as we highlight the formation and evolution of our band, Double Down. With engaging anecdotes and heartfelt insights, we recount unforgettable gigs and show how the power of music creates joy, laughter, and emotional healing. Experience the laughter and bond that flourishes among us, emphasizing our love for music and shared adventures. Through personal stories of triumph and moments of vulnerability, we illustrate how music is a bridge to deeper connections. Discover the stories behind our most memorable performances, highlighting emotional encounters with audiences that underline music's profound influence on our lives and those we reach. We invite you to listen as we navigate the complex interplay of music, friendship, and community. Don’t forget to subscribe, share our stories, and leave us a review! Your involvement enhances our musical journey, allowing us to reach more hearts through the healing power of music. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Code 3 Cover: Keys to Finding a Therapist That Has Your Back 45:54

20 weeks тому45:54

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Send us a text After a disheartening encounter with a therapist in Vancouver, Washington back in 2012, I realized just how crucial it is to find a mental health professional who truly understands the unique pressures faced by first responders. This episode promises to explore the deep-seated stigma surrounding mental health in high-stress professions and provides a candid look into the personal journeys of those who have navigated these challenges. By sharing relatable anecdotes and experiences, we aim to illuminate the path to finding the right support and breaking down the barriers that often keep individuals from seeking the help they need. We delve into the intense emotional and physical demands that first responders grapple with daily, including PTSD, moral dilemmas, and the persistent stigma of seeking help. Through personal stories, we examine the myriad stressors that these professionals face and the red flags like social withdrawal that often accompany their demanding roles. It's time to have open conversations about mental health, and recognize the strength it takes to reach out for assistance. By fostering understanding, we hope to create a supportive community where mental health challenges are addressed openly and compassionately. Finding a therapist who is trauma-informed and equipped to handle the ongoing challenges faced by first responders is essential. We discuss holistic and eclectic therapeutic approaches that not only tackle work-related stressors but also broader life issues. By likening trauma to a leaky boat, we stress the importance of a well-equipped therapist who can offer continuous support and resilience-building strategies. Whether you're a first responder or know someone who is, this episode offers valuable insights into choosing the best counselor to support mental health needs and foster a sense of community through shared stories and experiences. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Disclosing my "Why"......Person to Person 39:27

21 weeks тому39:27

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Send us a text In this reflective episode, I share my journey through trauma and grief, uncovering the deeper reasons behind my dedication to helping others. Finding hope in transparency and vulnerability, I disclose my "Why" in hopes of a free tomorrow. • Letters from Listeners....Finding the Right Therapist • Personal reflections on trauma and its impacts • The weight and emotions accompanying my last days in law enforcement • Discovering my “why” in advocacy and support for victims • Understanding the stages of grief and personal journeys • Encouragement to focus on the future rather than the past. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Its Over...Time to Heal: New Beginnings of a New Chapter 24:02

22 weeks тому24:02

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Send us a text Aaron shares his heart-wrenching journey through PTSD and the bureaucratic hell of workers' compensation after leaving law enforcement, revealing how as of today he is free from hell that bound him. • Reflection on early career and PTSD diagnosis • The prolonged battle with workers' compensation • Experience of dehumanization through negotiations • Feelings of isolation from former colleagues • Transitioning towards healing and hope • Importance of community and shared experiences • Use of humor as a coping mechanism • Call for listener engagement and empathy Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Strength vs Strength: Perception and Reality...Where's Your Center 33:58

23 weeks тому33:58

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Send us a text Picture yourself at a Buddy Guy concert in Chicago, moments away from an unexpected clash with a 60-year-old woman. It might sound trivial, but this encounter sparked a profound internal battle within me, challenging my understanding of anger and self-control. Broadcasting from the serene Big Island of Hawaii, I invite you to join me on the Murders to Music podcast, where I reflect on this incident and contrast it with the relentless pace of my former life in law enforcement. Through this personal story, I explore the nuances of emotional de-escalation and the shame that often accompanies unchecked reactions. Ever had someone question your work ethic or intensity, leaving you wrestling with self-doubt? In an unexpected lunchtime conversation, an older man’s unsolicited advice unearthed past criticisms from my years in law enforcement, thrusting me into a whirlpool of self-reflection. As I navigate the tension between maintaining professionalism and managing criticism, I question if my intense nature is truly a flaw or a hidden strength. This episode offers a candid exploration of these internal conflicts, seeking to understand the fine line between vulnerability and resilience. Life's triggers often catch us off guard, but they can also be gateways to personal growth. Whether it's an interaction that feels insignificant or a memory that lingers, these moments challenge us to understand our emotional responses and reshape our perceptions of strength. As I delve into these encounters, from the simple sight of a police car to exchanges with those around me, I share insights on embracing growth through life’s unexpected moments. I hope these reflections resonate, offering support on your journey to find strength in vulnerability and become a more congruent individual. Tune in, as we explore the interwoven themes of emotional resilience and personal growth under the sunny skies of Hawaii. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Pathways to Healing: My time at First Responders Resiliency...Meet Susan Farren 1:09:48

24 weeks тому1:09:48

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Send us a text This episode highlights a deeply personal narrative on coping with PTSD as a former police officer, revealing the crucial role of vulnerability and the healing potential found through creative outlets like therapy. The conversation emphasizes the importance of mental health resources for first responders, the stigma associated with trauma, and the transformative journeys that can lead individuals to reclaim their lives. • Reflecting on March 2022 and societal tensions • The irony of the defund the police movement • Personal experiences with PTSD and stress-induced seizures • Importance of programs like First Responders Resiliency • Addressing the stigma surrounding mental health in law enforcement • The significance of creative expression for healing • The role of mindfulness in recovery • Encouragement for those struggling to seek help Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Typical Tuesday: "The Barn at 13 Below"...A Story of Survival 37:13

25 weeks тому37:13

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Send us a text Flashback to 2017, where an early morning call in Rockwood unraveled a chilling story of domestic violence and abduction. What began as a routine response turned into a heart-pounding investigation that revealed the dark underbelly of coercive control and manipulation. The tense journey continued as we pieced together a woman's traumatic experience—her story of being lured into captivity by a former partner, Austin, who wielded fear like a weapon. Trapped in a barn for days, she faced unspeakable torment, but her unwavering spirit guided us through the murky waters of her captivity and the harrowing decisions she made to protect her family. This episode illuminates the terrifying tactics employed by abusers and the silent battles victims endure, often sacrificing their own safety for their loved ones. In the throes of a complex legal battle, the quest for justice took unexpected twists. The evidence seemed undeniable, yet a technicality turned our hard-fought conviction upside down. This narrative underscores the frustrating intricacies of the judicial system, where even the strongest cases can falter. Despite the setback, our determination remains unshaken as we continue to support victims in their pursuit of safety and justice, highlighting the harsh realities faced in the ongoing struggle against domestic violence and legal obstacles. Gift For You!!! Murders to Music will be releasing "SNAPSHOTS" periodcally to keep you entertained throughout the week! Snapshots will be short, concise bonus episodes containing funny stories, tid bits of brilliance and magical moments!!! Give them a listen and keep up on the tea! Hi, I'm Aaron your host and I would love to invite you to leave a review, send some fan mail or email me at Murder2Music@gmail.com. Does something I'm saying resonate with you...Tell me about it! Is there something you want to hear more about...Tell me about it! This show is to provide value, education and entertainment and hopefully find its way to the WORLD! Share, Like and Love the Murders to Music Podcast! www.StreamlineEventsLLC.com www.DoubleDownDuo.com @StreamlineSEE @DDownDuo Youtube-Instagram-Facebook…

Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

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Lies, Shitty Days and IME'S....Lessons Learned 27:35

26 weeks тому27:35