the farewell tour. the season finale. my favorite song

Proselyte Magazine

i just wanted to introduce myself in a non-manic, non-crazy lady way. what the future holds, i don’t know, but i don’t want to bring any more pain to her or her life. we can’t let this tragedy define us. our greatness will be measured by our response to adversity. you’re trying to blame something else on me that isn’t my fault. the only time we say never around here is when we say never give up. you can’t win if you don’t play. in her mind she thinks she’s right. we’ve been through hell, and we’re gonna leave all that behind. they say the unexamined life is not worth living. but what if the examining becomes your life? is that living? we’ve all said horrible hurtful things about each other. none of us are without fault. i don’t think you have a mean bone in your body, but you messed up. the city was silent. there were no more questions. here is my deepest darkest secret. it’s gonna change my life forever. i see how much pain you’re in. you can’t rush this. it’s gonna take time. maybe this is god trying to tell you to slow down. maybe you should do something else with your life. she's my family, my insides. she will be fine, because she has to be fine. in my world, i have no value. i’m a failure. i’m a joke. if i worried what every bitch in new york was saying about me, i’d never leave the house. you caught her in a lie, and she caught me in the truth. no one wants to admit they’re in a loony bin. i survived. who is she going to face in her last match?