Why I didn’t end my life today! The facts about it. 100% real. No Fiction. There must be a God

”Optimistic In Black” without BOUBOU😻my Sphynx cat gone on January 21 2020, the day of my birthday

First of all, if you feel what I felt like in this episode, please 🙏 call 911 🆘 It’s about my toxic relationship with my mother, my mum, the monster? Who gave me the origin. Yesterday evening 🌚 I needed to end my life. It wasn't sad at all, contrary. It was the perfect timing. After another, almost three hours of conversation, most the best judgment of my mother on everything I do, say, pay, another massive verbal attack of insults. Why do I have to listen to her? Because she gives me money 💵 every month and for that, she believes that she gets all the rights on me. If I am not taking her phone calls or answer immediately to her text messages, she calls right away an ambulance 🚨 After decades of this sordid blackmail; I took a lot of prescription drug 💊 and just left a note begging that BOUBOU😻 will be given to a person of my veterinary choices. And I’m still alive, why? It’s in the episode. In the last one, I told you that I didn't believe in God. Now I’m asking me serious questions? Because of what occurred and stopped the fact that I was in less than one minute taking this time, the right pills to finish what I began is entirely unrealistic but happened. Sincerely BOUBOU😻& Stephane🙏