Sharing my journey through the devastating loss of my youngest son Michael to AIDS, Christmas 2017. The awful diagnosis, 5 year journey and eventual death of my husband to Early-On-Set Lewy Body Dementia July 2019. To share the story of how I lost myself, how I journeyed into the dark and horrible black hole of grief. But I want to show that even through all of these devastating losses I have made it through and I’m discovering everyday the new me.